My darlings,
I have a habit I can’t kick - I cannot stop reading Bukowski poems.
Sometimes I find myself reading Bukowski’s poetry and getting angry, thinking: I’ve known men like you, why am I still reading this? And then he discloses some vulnerability or offers some glimpse of wisdom I need to hear; pushes that sweet spot between the sacred and the profane, and I am powerless to resist. I can almost hear his typewriter as I write this.
My husband and I rent out big volumes of his poems from the library and read them aloud to each other. For our honeymoon we took a collection of his poems called “Bukowski on love.”
All the poems I wrote on our honeymoon are thus a little bit Bukowski-esque.
If you’ve seen my cabaret Love Story you’ll know the big man gets a shout out in the show. The men who come to see Love Story always like that bit. He captured something about the experience of being a man that still fascinates us all.
Thanks Hank - hope it’s nice where you are now. We love you.
Love always,
Eleanor Flowers
Season
When we are stranded in the dark
This winter
In Oslo
I will read you this poem
By the fire
And remind you
That not long ago
We lay on the bed
With windows
And arms open
Celebrating the song of the
Seagulls outside the riad
We were a little bit
Damp and salty
Soaked in the
Sea's prayer
Had run out of cash
So we stayed in
And read love poems
By Bukowski to each other
And took turns
Kissing
Each others
Fingers
Remember darling how perfectly we
Were seasoned by Essouira
I love you so much
I could eat you
I tell you this
.
You throw the
Phone out of my hand
And mess up my poems punctuation
I begin my feast